1. Paradisi, Julianna RN, ONC


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Some Thanksgiving seasons, it feels like the only specific nursing thing to be thankful for is the overstocked larder of the staff lounge. But it's not the gifts from patients of flavored popcorn and boxes of chocolates that warm a nurse's heart so much as the handwritten cards accompanying them, thanking us for their care. For nurses, finding meaning in what we do goes hand in hand with gratitude.


This season, however, I was surprised by an opportunity to find meaning as a nurse outside of a clinical setting, and I want to share the experience.


One afternoon, a neighbor came to my door asking for help. She is the mother of two small children, and her toddler had accidentally burned his hand in the kitchen. She'd taken him to the ED and a burn specialist was consulted.


My neighbor stood in the doorway holding her toddler, whose hand was bound in gauze. Her preschool-age daughter was at her side. The burn specialist had prescribed daily wound care and dressing changes. This was distressing to her, for all the reasons you can think of. My neighbor knew I'd been a pediatric intensive care nurse. Would I come over and help with the first dressing change?


Of course I said yes.


Early that evening I knocked on their door, happy to help, but apprehensive. Would the child tolerate the dressing change? Would he fear me from now on because of it?


Normally, children are drawn to me, but when I was a pediatric ICU nurse I harbored a secret fear that if these children knew what I did for a living, they would be terrified instead. In my role of pediatric intensive care nurse I was a real-life bogeyman (woman).


Despite my concerns, the dressing change went well. His mother held him in her arms while I gently washed and dressed his burns. His sister, however, cried out when she saw the burned hand, and then covered her eyes. Her mother and I explained in simple terms that her little brother's hand would heal in time.


I offered to do the dressing changes every evening. The second went much like the first, but on the third visit, his sister brought me the bag containing the dressing supplies, and then picked out which bright outer wrap we would use. The one printed with green dinosaurs? Or the light blue printed with dark blue cars instead? On the fourth evening she opened the packages of gauze, laid out the bandage shears, and opened the small jar of salve. She had memorized their order of application, and handed each to me in its turn.


This continued for a week. Every evening the toddler's hand showed remarkable improvement; every evening, his sister assisted me with the dressing change.


At the medical follow-up appointment, the burn specialist declared the dressing unnecessary, and that was the end of my visits.


It's been several weeks, and my neighbor repeatedly thanks me for helping. Her son's smiles are reassurance that he does not fear me. More meaningful, however, are my neighbor's reports that her daughter asks each evening if I am coming over to their house. She hasn't actually said that she wants to be a nurse, but helping with her brother's dressing changes transformed her from a child afraid of looking at a wound into a big sister able to help, because I am not the bogeyman. I am the woman next door who is a nurse, and who knows how to dress wounds without hurting a child.


This Thanksgiving, among many other blessings, I am grateful for finding the gift of meaning outside of a clinical setting.